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Argh, that's wad keep stuck-ing in my mind :( 

Can someone just tell me wad to choose? :'(

     刚刚去拿了成绩单，老师跟我说了好多好多，目的就是要鼓励我继续留下来读。我知道老师好用心地努力在说服我，因为妈妈也是。老师说得没错，我今年真的是没有上进心，我自己也是那么认为。但是这不是我想的，我知道留在独中很好，大家感情都好好，我也不舍得啊！但是我知道就算现在不去面对其他语文科，未来会学得更幸苦。现在社会在进步，每种语言都要很好，不单单只是好而已，所以我要趁现在就学好啊！我也知道我会很幸苦，但也没关系，我就是要学好！唉，真不懂我的坚持是对的吗？好烦，好烦！

3LaInE an9.